♐ 009 // [Voice]

[crisisrain]

[She was gone... He knew it would come to this one day; after all, this is how things were supposed to be. Instead, he felt sick, angry, and it hurt so much more than he thought it would. More than anything however, he was confused. What was he supposed to do now? Just continue on as if nothing happened? He couldn't forget her, he had promised hwe that. But losing her yet again was just heart-breaking.

He sat there on the edge of his bed, journal in hand. What do you say at times like this? He didn't want sympathy, he didn't want anyone to know he hurt. When it came to emotions he liked to keep them strictly to himself. So he laughed. It wasn't a happy laugh, more of a desperate one with no punchline to the joke. He didn't care either. When he stopped he opened the journal.]

[The following is directed to house 12 more than anything.]

I'm gonna need some time to myself for a while, so I'm leavin' the house. I'll be back soon though, take care of the garden for me.

[Filtered to Buffy | Unhackable]

I was ignorant, sorry.

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[voice/private]

[goldenglasses]

[That doesn't sound good.]

You alright, Raven?

[NOT REALLY HERE.]

[formerhero.livejournal.com]

[ He doesn't know why Raven left such a message, and he does not know precisely what it means. All he can tell is that something has distressed Raven.

It's a shame that Duke is not the type of person to pry into such matters. Instead he closes the journal, and the entry. These matters are not linked to him, and so he has no need to be here. What Raven, and what his friends, intend to do is not something he can comment on. ]

[Not here]

[fallenambitions]

[...And so he saw his message. The response was nothing unexpected. He was easy to predict in this case and now his defenses have likely fallen. A very good opportunity to step in and do a little persuading.

...But no, he will respect his wish for now and let him have his grievance over the loss of Casey. Let it fester and see what time does for him.]

[voice]

[lostinmyway]

I can look after your garden, Raven.

[She sounds a little confused. Raven seems a little sad, but she's not sure why.]

[ filtered ]

[herotypical]

[ buffy barely caught this as she was just about to shut her journal -- hmm.

curious, she flips it back open. ] Raven? Was that you?

[Filtered]

[trueknight]

[... Something's very obviously wrong. A good part of Yuri wants to know, just in case it's something dangerous, but ... it feels like it's something he shouldn't really pry about.

So--]

... Right. Take care, then.

[... Maybe he'll ask about it later. Maybe. But for right now, he didn't see any good reason to try prying. Still, he leaves his response filtered, just in case Raven has something to say about whatever it is that happened.]

[Voice]

[knightofratatosk]

Are you all right, Raven?