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[She was gone... He knew it would come to this one day; after all, this is how things were supposed to be. Instead, he felt sick, angry, and it hurt so much more than he thought it would. More than anything however, he was confused. What was he supposed to do now? Just continue on as if nothing happened? He couldn't forget her, he had promised hwe that. But losing her yet again was just heart-breaking.

He sat there on the edge of his bed, journal in hand. What do you say at times like this? He didn't want sympathy, he didn't want anyone to know he hurt. When it came to emotions he liked to keep them strictly to himself. So he laughed. It wasn't a happy laugh, more of a desperate one with no punchline to the joke. He didn't care either. When he stopped he opened the journal.]

[The following is directed to house 12 more than anything.]

I'm gonna need some time to myself for a while, so I'm leavin' the house. I'll be back soon though, take care of the garden for me.

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I was ignorant, sorry.

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[... Oh. Oh. ... Well. That explains this pretty well.

...

When Judith (and Jonah) left, this was honestly one of the things he was planning on doing, aside from running off for the day. So, he decides to keep to his decision about not prying -- that's the last thing he wanted when it happened to him, so he figures that's the last thing Raven wants right now.]

... I see. [ ... ] Take your time.

[He knows that the issue of losing someone you love is a big thing for Yuri. It's why he doesn't really want to bring that conversation topic up with the boy. So it's better it's way, short, sweet and never spoken of.]

Just... make sure Rita doesn't destroy the house more while I'm gone.

Heh ... Don't worry. I'll make sure she doesn't do it again.

[... But if he's out at the Dome when she does, then, well, it's someone else's fault for not stopping her.]

Don't hate me fer not trustin' you with that. You're just of scared of her as I am!

[Jokes always lighten the horrible moments in life.]

No one's as scared of her as you are ... Except for maybe Karol.

[Yes, yes they do. Stickin' to jokin', yep.]

I've seen the fear in your eyes when she's around. Nobody wants ta be punched, or blasted with a fireball!

Of course not. That's why I make sure I don't say anything that'd end with something like that coming my way.

Really? I'd imagine with that sharp tongue of yours that you'd be gettin' blasted on a daily basis.

Hey, it may not seem like it, but I do know when to keep my mouth shut.

[... Occasionally.]

Yer doin' a fine job of keepin' it shut right now.

[Rude, but cut him some slack, he's having a hard time.]

[He will, but--]

Well, you keep responding to me, so ...

Ya know what I'm like though, once it starts talkin' it doesn't know when to stop.

Then don't blame me for your 'talking problems'.

Hey! You're the one who replied ta me in the first place!

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No one said you had to respond.

You replied to an entry on my journal! Of course I'm gonna reply!

It'd be rude not to.

... I don't see how it's rude. If you've got nothing to say or you're not in the mood, then it'd be ruder to force yourself, wouldn't it?

[Not like Yuri knows anything about what is and isn't rude, but hey, let him think he does.]

Good point! See ya in a few days then.

[AND HE SLAMS THE BOOK SHUT.]

[... Oh.

Well okay then :(]

[Maybe you should have been nicer, all things considered. HE'S HURTING INSIDE.]

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