♐ 009 // [Voice]

[crisisrain]

[She was gone... He knew it would come to this one day; after all, this is how things were supposed to be. Instead, he felt sick, angry, and it hurt so much more than he thought it would. More than anything however, he was confused. What was he supposed to do now? Just continue on as if nothing happened? He couldn't forget her, he had promised hwe that. But losing her yet again was just heart-breaking.

He sat there on the edge of his bed, journal in hand. What do you say at times like this? He didn't want sympathy, he didn't want anyone to know he hurt. When it came to emotions he liked to keep them strictly to himself. So he laughed. It wasn't a happy laugh, more of a desperate one with no punchline to the joke. He didn't care either. When he stopped he opened the journal.]

[The following is directed to house 12 more than anything.]

I'm gonna need some time to myself for a while, so I'm leavin' the house. I'll be back soon though, take care of the garden for me.

[Filtered to Buffy | Unhackable]

I was ignorant, sorry.

Comments

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[crisisrain]

If you insist! I'll stick with my messy mess of fluff, thanks.

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[goldenglasses]

Well just let me know if you change your mind!

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[crisisrain]

You're kiddin', right?

[action]

[goldenglasses]

Well if you want to learn about anything you ask a master, don't you?

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[crisisrain]

Are you sayin' you're a hairstyle master?

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[goldenglasses]

Well, why not?

[action]

[crisisrain]

I'm sure there are more important things you'd rather be regarded as a master of.

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[goldenglasses]

Well, can't I be a master in more things than one. I'd like to think so!

[action]

[crisisrain]

Master is a title for those who've given up trying to succeed.

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[goldenglasses]

It is?

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[crisisrain]

[He takes a sip from his drink.]

Think of it this way, if ya call yerself a master then you have no intention of improvin' further, you believe yer at the pinnacle of your skill. Nobody can truly master something.

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[goldenglasses]

Well don't I have to keep learning new stuff? Or else someone might be able to challenge my title!

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[crisisrain]

Uh, yeah let's just go with that.

[action]

[goldenglasses]

So I can be a master and still learn stuff!

[action]

[crisisrain]

That kinda defeats the point of the title.

[what is this thread.]

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[goldenglasses]

[This is Vash trying to distract you from sad things.]

No! I'm the Master because I'm always getting better and staying one step above everyone else!

[action]

[crisisrain]

I know one thing yer definitely the master of, lookin' stupid in a panda costume.

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[goldenglasses]

Ahahaha. Well, next time it's YOUR turn to be... whatever the reason it was you guys thought I was suppose to be.

[action]

[crisisrain]

I'm tellin' ya! We had nothing to do with the bakery, it was all those bears fault.

[He winks towards Vash and takes another drink.]

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[goldenglasses]

[Vash just rubs his face with a defeated sigh.] Yes... the bears...

[action]

[crisisrain]

Bad experience with bears, huh?

[action]

[goldenglasses]

Hehe, you could say that I guess.

[action]

[crisisrain]

I blame Jack fer the whole thing. You know I dislike sweet stuff, why would I want pie? We're both victim's here!

[action]

[goldenglasses]

If I remember that night at all, I think you're the one who brought the bear.

[action]

[crisisrain]

Yeah, but yer the one who wore the costume.

You are the bear.