They're not all bad memories. I treasure the time I spent with her when she was alive, so when I look back on those memories I can't help but feel happy to have known her. But... [He hesistates, though it is part of the promise he made to tell Emil what happened. It's painful to bring up.] She sacrificed herself to save me and even then... it wasn't enough.

[He pauses for a minute.]

We both died that day.